Monday, May 30, 2005
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I'm not a rebel.. I'm just evil""
Seryna felt like dying at 3:02 PM!
Monday, May 16, 2005
Depressive state...again
Why m i so depressed hours before my birthday?? I dunno y but i feel like breaking down n cry... so damn sad... I feel so lonely & for 30 minutes i was alone in the lab... :( no cares for me... no one loves me... in miri.... i wish i'm back in brunei wid my family or in Kuching wid Jaja & Ai ling or with my relatives... :( being 21 isn't fun innit? not 21 yet but i feel life's burden burdening me... the heavier by the minute... :( life sucks... bet no one remember my birthday... yeah... only those dat r extrememely close to me... :( it's sad... :,(
Seryna felt like dying at 9:32 PM!
Friday, May 13, 2005
High on painkillers... last Friday & Saturday
Last week was crazy... I was in such a stressful week and it was so hectic. So, so many things came up. I nearly died of migrain man! Seriously, it was too much to bear... well, sum ppl (Remi & Adeline) knows it all & any other ppl (we 3 know who) might not even be able to handle it if it were to happen to that person(s). I know I sound mean.. well, this is the DARKER SHADE OF ME... I can do what ever I want here...
So, why the heading? Coz on Friday after my movie premiere, I went home & did some work & suddenly got migrain. And it continued until Sunday. But I was on painkillers only til Saturday coz on Sunday I was 'dragged' for group discuss... but it's ok... at least I did some work instead of living at home ALONE sulking & sending weird & disturbing SMS to Remi... hehehe... Yeah, Remi thought iw as nuts... It's just the painkillers & migrain la... hahahah.... But yeah, it was scary. i lived a scary life... I slept nearly til 6 on Saturday!! But I'm not a junkie... just migrains getting too painful...
now two teeth are growning. on on bottom left corner & the other on the upper right corner. Shit la! can't even eat!! It's driving me nuts, not eating for 24 hours... but funnily enough, I don't feel hungry, juz a little dizzy... hehehe... Mum actually told me to take pain killers for my 'teething' problem but u know how high a person can get on painkillers without food?? So I DID NOT take it... better just bear it... but... I ended up sleeping nearly 4am coz I had to redo the design for the newsletter... but hell yeah, sleep was sweet. had some Yusry-filled, orlando-filled dreams... pretty decent ones... Got a job with Yusry's office in one... hahaha...
Ta, gotta go. I'm freezing here. Ciao!
Seryna felt like dying at 4:06 PM!
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Welcome to My World... of evil
Who am I? Frankly, someone everyone loves to either hate,love or not to know... perhaps if I were a guy, you'll call me a geezer but as i'm a girl, people calls me B**ch. At least I'm never in heat. (yeah, yeah! tell me to bugger off)
What am I? Just a regular hypocrite
What do I do? Live my life to the fullest- if time and space permits me to... (things I've not done.. I'll link it someday)
What purpose do I serve in life? Do life have to have a purpose?
Where am I from? Frankly, I've lived in 4 different towns/cities in my nearly 21 years of my life. So i dunno.
When was I born? Duh, 17th may 1984.
Why does this blog exists? Duh! "Illusi Evolusi Revolusi: A Darker Shade of Me" Can't you read?
How does this effect anyone or anything? Must I? I don't givin a toss abt dat.
Seryna felt like dying at 11:57 AM!
Illusi Evolusi Revolusi: Darker Shade of Me
What can I say? welcome to my dark side? Well, get ready for dark tales, depressionsa and moody blogs... This is me... The REAL me.
Seryna felt like dying at 9:52 AM!