Monday, May 16, 2005
Depressive state...again
Why m i so depressed hours before my birthday?? I dunno y but i feel like breaking down n cry... so damn sad... I feel so lonely & for 30 minutes i was alone in the lab... :( no cares for me... no one loves me... in miri.... i wish i'm back in brunei wid my family or in Kuching wid Jaja & Ai ling or with my relatives... :( being 21 isn't fun innit? not 21 yet but i feel life's burden burdening me... the heavier by the minute... :( life sucks... bet no one remember my birthday... yeah... only those dat r extrememely close to me... :( it's sad... :,(
Seryna felt like dying at 9:32 PM!